Everything's pocketsize if your ass is big enough.

FIC: "The Warmth Of Photographs"[R] Completed

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 07:55:45 GMT

Title: "The Warmth Of Photographs"
Author: apostrophee archived @ maddys_slash
Artist: bandwench
Edited by: monkeyfun1
Word Count: 48,000+
Pairing: Jared/Jensen; Jared/Sandy
Warning: M/M romance between two under-aged characters; nothing graphic.
Summary: The love story of Jared and Jensen told through the discovery of photographs, love letters and a memoir. Thirteen-year-old Nathaniel Padalecki finds the shoebox, the shoebox full of old photographs and letters from his late grandfather's past. During the course of one summer Nathan and his close, special friend Wyatt learn about the secret life and subsequently the greatest love of Nathan's grandfather's life, while both boys come to terms with their own special kind of friendship.
Link to Official Art: | CLICK HERE | (Please leave feedback on the official artwork at the art post at bandwench 's journal. The Polaroids you see presented at the beginning of every chapter throughout the story are not pieces from the official artwork with the exception of the photo album at the end.

| Part One | | Part Two | | Part Three | | Part Four |
| Part Five | | Part Six | |Part Seven |

|| Art Masterpost ||

A picture is worth one thousand giggles.

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 11:58:01 GMT

No words. Click to make bigger.

7

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 00:08:54 GMT

.....7 more days. I'm feeling ansty again :/ I think I'm writerly schizophrenic. OMG, is anyone even still reading the big bang fics anymore??? But that's okay. I'm totally fine with being a needle in a stack of hay because you guys....I really, really, really love how this came out and I do not feel ashamed about admitting that.

::bites nails // ~~disables comments~~::

See ya'll in a week.

Oh yeah...and....I'm going to take a moment to pimp myself, or shall I say my fic journal maddys_slash HERE at spn_oscars under 'Angst'/Drama :)

The queen of all things antsy.

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 18:16:56 GMT

Dear Big Bang fic,
                          I am ready to post you now. In fact, I am stupidly ready to post you now for I don't think I can survive until the 24th of July because I'm the type of person who will nit and pick myself to death. The story is damn near 50,000 words and I keep on going back and forth, forth and back; adding / rearraging / expanding things that are perfectly fine without me prodding away. I don't think I can ever, ever, EVER do this again because writing this was the easy part, but the waiting? It's like slow, slow, slow torture. I hear violin music. I hear violin music.

                 love,
                        Mads.

I'll show you mine...

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 03:28:41 GMT

Hello. I am Maddy. This is my favorite.

"Brothers" Jan Saudek [Website]

What's your favorite photo/piece of artwork? Show me, I want to see! Even fan art -just show me something gorgeous please. I should go to bed now. Sometimes I hate having a job that requires me to work Saturdays.

The blind report I am sure is all over my flist

Thu, 26 Jun 2008 20:18:08 GMT

What two hunky actors are refraining from any public displays of affection now that spies on their set are suggesting they're more than friends?

[SOURCE]

And of course this relates to J2 because every slashy fangirl would love for it to be them, but....they're not even filming yet lol. Unless that blind item is a 'future' blind item set two weeks from now. OH MY GOD, THE INTERNET IS SO ADVANCED!

But oh slash, you are like too much cotton candy.

(I do not make arts for a reason lol)

Wee. Take two.

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 12:26:11 GMT

I totally just deleted my post from like two seconds ago because I figured I haven't updated in a week so I should do more than just squee about A Million Points Of Light being nominated @ spn_oscars , so I tried to think about something interesting to post besides my giggly squee, only I honestly don't have anything important to talk about or at least nothing besides the usual, standard crap. So....back to my original post.

I repeat.

Which one of you NUTS did this:

Your work of fanfiction, A Million Points Of Light, has made it through to the voting round in the spn_oscars in the Supernatural Real Person Slash, Jared/Jensen, Short Fics: Best Angst/Drama category. Please email us at supernaturaloscarsmods@googlemail.com if you would like to participate.

Regards The spn_Oscars Mods.

[Back to your regularly scheduled slashing]

Life college taught me this.

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 23:48:45 GMT

J2 SUMMER FUN (VERSION 2008) TAKE NINE.

+Jared looks like Charlie Manson in this picture . It's okay to admit it. Don't stunt and front

And I am officially, officially done.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 02:36:45 GMT

There are butterflies flying in the atmosphere, beautiful golden and silvered gossamer-winged creatures that flutter gracefully...

^^From the fic.

[ Guys. That's it. After 45,000 + words I am OFFICIALLY finished with tweaking big bang. I am in tears -part from relief, part from exhaustion, part from just the emotion I feel. I am thoroughly convinced that maybe five people will take the chance to read the story because I can't really describe it and it's really not your standard Jared/Jensen fall in love story, more like a love story told through reflection, but seriously if even one person reads it and can feel how I am feeling right now these tears will be worth it. I can't believe I am actually CRYING like a fool. I cried like a big baby when I wrote the Bam/Ryan story (Pretty Blue Persuasion) that this is adapted from, but God you'd think I wouldn't be this affected the second time around. ]

God. I'm such a baby!
P.S. I am working over my issues with writing David Archuleta / David Cook filthy porn. It's coming....

Public Announcement Re: Zoe is a better human being than Sam Sparro.

Thu, 12 Jun 2008 23:48:45 GMT

Here today on the twelfth of June in the year 2008 I, Maddy, also known as apostrophee or formerly known as caramel_maddy or ficly known as maddys_slash hereby delcare that I worship the shrine of the ass of one Miss Zoe better known as godamnarmsrace . She has recorded porn for me and OH MY GOD I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD WITH YOU AT 'ORANGES'! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DUDE, YOU HAVE NOOOO IDEA!!!!!!!!

Because Jensen wants Jared. And an orange.

Hot white cum? Guh. Just. Guh!

::rolls on the floor::

If I could make icons, I would make you one that says: "Zoe: Owner of Maddy's girl bits."

And guys, I really love Sam Sparro. I have to share him with you all! He's so fierce.< [I've also unlocked my journal again, not like anyone noticed. I was just tired of the crap/batshitness/Jared hate so I went a little 'closed doors', but hey, I feel better. I have devoured delicious Coldstone ice cream and I am in a happy place.

The shit.

EDIT: CAN YOU GUYS LINK ME TO JARED AND JENSEN PICS FROM VARIOUS CONS? I WANT TO DO A BODY LANGUAGE POST FOR J2 SUMMER FUN! YOUR ASSISTANCE IS GREATLY APPRECIATED AND YOU WILL BE REWARDED WITH PORNY COMEDICNESS!

FIC: "Daily Bread, For Seven Summers" [NC-17] 4/4 Complete

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 00:51:07 GMT

Title:Daily Bread, For Seven Summers 4/4 *complete*
Author: apostrophee archived @maddys_slash
Word Count: 28,070
Paring: Jared/Jensen main focus; mild experimental underage Chad/Jared; brief Jensen/Chris Kane
Rating/ Genre: NC-17 for explicit sexual situation; AU angst, romance
Summary: With every passing summer, another lesson is learned. The summer of ‘74 was supposed to be the summer of love, but with his brother off at the war, it was hard for Jared to see an upside to life. That is until he meets his new step-cousin Jensen, the jaded nephew of a preacher who through the course of seven summers teaches him things to last a lifetime.
AN: Based from an original idea by laugiana This is a reworked and completed version of the story originally posted, and never finished, from September 2007 - February 2008. To those who read the original version, you can pick things up in here in part four which is the official ending. Special thank you to vunadiwai for editing the first half of the original version as well as supplying gorgeous artwork and to crazyjoyfulgirl for general awesomeness.

Banner by vunadiwai

[Part One] [Part Two] [Part Three] [Part Four]

I did it for the lolz.

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 00:18:59 GMT

[ Did you know that I do kill everything I fuck? Yes. I do.]

In which I talk about homosexual movies.

Tue, 13 May 2008 02:29:50 GMT

I just watched two of the best movies I've seen in a while. Shelter caught my attention because the main character looks like a slighter thinner Matt Shadows and his lover in the film looks like Josh Duhamel, so in my head as I watched this beautiful film about a poor, skate gutter punk fall in love with his best friend's older brother, I kept thinking that M. Shadows was making out with Fergie's man. However, this movie is brilliant and the love scenes leave me achy and just...god, if I ever decide to pursue a career in film, this is the kind of movie I want to make!

You can watch the trailer below, but if you want a download, you need to join iheartcinema and then use the lgbt tag. Or, if you can tell me where I can upload 1gbs, I will share my copy with you.

The second film I saw was Zerophilia which is the story of a young man who, when sexually aroused, changes sexes. He must decide if he wants to live life as a woman to be with the man who catches his eye or if he wants to stay the man that he was born, to love the new girl in town. It's freaking hilarious guys, and oh shoot, Johnnie from Hidden Palms plays the lead in this gender bender comedy! Don't be put off by the soft core vibe about the trailer, it's really funny.

Watch the trailer below. Again, if you want a download go to iheartcinema, use the lgbt tag. Or, again, tell me where I can upload it and I'll share.

And because smidgy06 brain is made of glitter and awesome, she pointed the following out to me:

Jared and Girl!Jared Missy Peregym.

Which then made me wonder...who would be girl!Jensen in real life?

I say Charlize Theron (make sure you pronounce that Theeroonn bitches, or Charlize will cut you)

+What I want to know is who do you see as girl!boys. I'm bored and slept all day long. This is what I thought about. Now, your turn. Share?

[It's almost summer hiatus time again; whose ready for J2 Summer Fun to return?]

Jensen Ackles is a fan of Khia.

Sun, 04 May 2008 16:14:01 GMT

Listen to this. You will be enlightened.

Distractions because Fatima is more awesome than the world.

Wed, 16 Apr 2008 03:11:10 GMT

++EDIT: ALL NON US PEOPLE CAN VISIT HERE FOR A DOWNLOAD VIA faunaana book_choco_loco linked the vid and a screen cap HERE. Thank you baby girl, for you are the wind beneath my slashy sails.

THE MORAL OF THIS STORY IS JENSEN ACKLES CANNOT BE TRUSTED WITH TWIZZLERS (or any other phallic shaped candy treat..)

View Poll: To Wincest or to J Square

[don't resist the love Jared.]

["Don't twizzler me". What does that mean Jared, what does that mean?]

And then later ( a whole minute later, Jensen comes to inform Jared that no one is going to watch this interview and they should go and have buttsex, or as Jensen put it 'work'.....)

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Dugera, Pictures with lyrics: take one.

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 02:43:43 GMT

Oh man, [THIS] video. It's got me feeling the groove again. I wish I had a plot because I'd be writing fic, but I have nothing, so pic spam. Thank you mahalafasa and nicb0723 for the linkage. FYI to those who haven't seen it, Bam talks about Ryan around the 8 minute mark. It's brief, but totally adorable. I am pudding.

Song used: The Proclaimers - I Would Walk 500 Miles [click title to see vid]

Oh Boys. Never quit being SO adorable!

Happy Birthday oh great one who smidges!

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 02:12:35 GMT

This is for you.

Happy birthday smidgy06!

[how does one make their words go all sparkle?]

Standard birthday fic offer applies.

P.S. You fart sprinkles because you're just that ill.

P.P.S. If killed anyone's flist tell me and I'll chuck this behind a cut. I care about your feelings and your screen resolutions.

Go shorty, it's your birthday.

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 22:10:13 GMT

Things Jared Got Jensen For Jensen's 30th Birthday:

1.) A boomerang.
2.) Lube.
3.) Mean Girls deluxe double dvd collectors edition.
4.) Anti Aging Wrinkle Reducer cream.
5.) Gas caps
6.) CRF150r Dirt Bike
7.) Two kegs of Heineken.

So...what do you think Jared got him?

3 Gay things with Jared and Jensen.

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 03:34:20 GMT

I just spent three hours looking for my name tag for work. The whole time? In my coat pocket....

[This post has been manipulated by Big Tobacco]

CRACK!

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 01:44:44 GMT

I really do have way too much time on my hands. I really am writing...don't be fooled...

Jared and Jensen In Lurve also known as Jared and Jensen if they weren't in Hollywood and Jared if he was the product of inbreeding....

orignal.

TEY'ALIENS ARE COMINGZ!!!!

3 Gay things with Jared and Jensen.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:10:12 GMT

3 Gay things with Jared and Jensen. The 'it' factor or better known as things that rhyme with 'it'.

>

Can I has my new job now? Can it started today, please? I am home and bored :(

I told ya'll my tinhat is fuschia!

Sun, 20 Jan 2008 11:23:44 GMT

Linked via the glorious book_choco_loco,

Apparently Jared *doesn't* kiss Jensen.....in public anyway.....

OH JARED, SOMEWHERE JENSEN IS IN A CORNER SHAKING HIS HEAD AND GOING 'Damn...it's like that eyelash story again, only a lot more gayer.' IF YOU'RE NOT CAREFUL PADALECKI, ACKLES IS GONNA PUT YOU ON A PEEN TIMEOUT!

*snickers* Also...please take note how during the whole 'I don't kiss him' thing, Jared does this wavery hand flip, like he 'sorta doesn't kiss Jensen, but sorta does [WHAT ARE YOU DOING JARED, STOP MAKING ME WEAR MY TINHAT]. OH and after Jared fictionally 'outs' himself, watch how he changes his posture from casual to: 'Growls! I is man, look how I's sit!'

THE POST OF GREAT TINHATTERY!!!!

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 22:28:10 GMT

Firstly, see, J2 is real all you nonbelievers -maybe not the 'Jared and Jensen are fucking four times a day -balls up, dick' in mouth, tongues in anal cavities' BUT, they're soo bff. Christmas together....Christmas. Bestow my pulsating vagina.(ewe bad porn much?)

via book_choco_loco HERE

Jared got home safe on Sunday night, and sadly for me, he didn't show up to school. Sandy flew down here. She couldn't drive with him because she had a few meetings to go to. They drove up to Dallas yesterday, and they're going to stay there for Christmas. The family in SA is going to meet them there. They are going to hang out with Jensen's family for some of it. Sadie and Harley are with Mrs. P. She showed me pictures of Jared feeding his puppies, very very cute! And, today Mrs. P and I got to take a drive in Jared's Denali, ahh!!! We had to take the newspaper to the printing place, and since P has the dogs, she has the Denali. It was funny because when I got in, P said, "And that's where Jared sits, hehehe" <- like semi making fun of me, lol. And I said, "He shouldn't be in the passenger seat, he should be driving." And P replied, "Yep, true. You're in Jensen's seat." And, my life is now complete, ahahaha.
[source]

*needs to read fluffy J2 later*

And via smidgy06 HERE
[from 1997]

Madeline44: Where do you want to be in 10 years?
Jensen Ackles: That is a very good question. I'd love to be married and have a kid or two or three. I'd like to move away from L.A., move closer to my family, but still be active as far as movies go. I'd like to be in movies.
[Rest of interview]

I'd just like to quote a few things, m'kay?

I'd love to be married...

...have a kid or two or three...

I'd like to move away from L.A., move closer to my family...

+Why isn't there a moodicon option for 'Tinhattish?'

J2 pics please?

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 22:06:20 GMT

Wanna play a game? It's called '3 Gay Things': I assure you I am not Jigsaw.

*Can you spot 3 more things? I can!!!*

Well, so it's not summer anymore, HOWEVER, I really feel like making a J2 Summer Fun post. Have you not heard of Christmas in July? Well, I'm bringing July to Christmas (oh-so-lame-jokes I make. Fear my wraith -I gotz ghosts!) I'm thinking 'Body Language 104' needs to be done, so....GIVE ME ALL OF YOUR JARED AND JENSEN PICS PLEASE -what I'm really looking for are your favorite Chicago Con pics(the only other thing I ask is if you can give me the source(s) so I can properly credit the person because I have a few on my hardrive, but have NO clue who most of them belong to).

Link me please? I promise to bring forth humor and implied sexual activity between two *straight* friends who just act exceptionally homosexual around each other.

Totally true, word to your mama.

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 00:59:17 GMT

"So this one time, I was hanging out with my super secret / hotass freckled boyfriend and we went to this Indian restaurant in Canada with like a million of our friends, right? And all of a sudden, as we're waiting to be seated he starts to stare at me like he wants to eat my face and then leans in and I think 'omg! he's gonna kiss me and junk !@#' so I'm all like 'Jensen, wtf are you doing,? Yo, there's like mad people around'! but instead of kissing me he just picks an eyelash off of my cheek.

I think if he would have kissed me, THAT would have been less gay."

J + J = 4 Eva

Ha. What's your favorite story from YOUR fandom? I have a cold, come on, humor a girl and make me feel less gross.

Everything's pocketsize if your ass is big enough.

FIC: "The Warmth Of Photographs"[R] Completed

A picture is worth one thousand giggles.

7

The queen of all things antsy.

I'll show you mine...

The blind report I am sure is all over my flist

Wee. Take two.

Life college taught me this.

And I am officially, officially done.

Public Announcement Re: Zoe is a better human being than Sam Sparro.

FIC: "Daily Bread, For Seven Summers" [NC-17] 4/4 *Complete*

I did it for the lolz.

In which I talk about homosexual movies.

Jensen Ackles is a fan of Khia.

Distractions because Fatima is more awesome than the world.

Dugera, Pictures with lyrics: take one.

Happy Birthday oh great one who smidges!

Go shorty, it's your birthday.

3 Gay things with Jared and Jensen.

CRACK!

3 Gay things with Jared and Jensen.

I told ya'll my tinhat is fuschia!

THE POST OF GREAT TINHATTERY!!!!

J2 pics please?

Totally true, word to your mama.

FIC: "Daily Bread, For Seven Summers" [NC-17] 4/4 Complete